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aesc ([personal profile] aesc) wrote2006-04-23 01:07 pm
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.ficlet: For Thought - D/M (PG)

Title: For Thought
By: HF
Fandom: Without a Trace
Pairing: Danny/Martin
Rating/Warnings: PGish.
Disclaimers: Not mine, not mine.
Advertisements: Beaches! Sunscreen! Very fleeting reference to "Life Rules," from S2. Written for a whole bunch of challenges: [livejournal.com profile] words_fly_up, [livejournal.com profile] philosophy_20's "Theorizing" challenge, and [livejournal.com profile] wordclaim50 challenge #05, "Fluff."

Notes: This fic went through a couple permutations, from odd to dark and angsty to this. Because right now I really need fluff and happiness. And Danny, Martin, and a beach, in that order. And did I say right now?


FOR THOUGHT

He thinks too much. Such men are dangerous. (Julius Caesar)


“You’re thinking again.” Careful tap on Martin’s temple to reinforce the words. “What did I tell you about thinking?”

“It’s dangerous, and not to do it?” Martin swats his hand away.

“Exactly. You’re going to hurt yourself one of these days, thinking too much.”

Danny stretches out alongside Martin, close even though the day is warm. Despite the crowded beach, Martin doesn’t seem to mind, even though he’s still nervous about being Seen in public like this, obviously with another guy. It’s a step, maybe, Danny thinks, watching Martin shift a bit, trying not to bunch his towel up, and the next is persuading Martin to let him rub sunscreen on his back.

For now, though, Danny will take Martin’s elbow brushing his, being close enough to see the fine line between his brows that says (unfortunately) Martin’s thinking, despite the fact that they’re spending the next two days at the beach.

Memorial Day, the official start of summer, and they’ve got the weekend off. There’s another team on call for the inevitable holiday tragedy this time, so Jack’s gone to Chicago to see his girls, Sam up to Vermont with her new boyfriend, Viv to a family reunion, Elena to Disney World with her daughter. Danny won’t have to see the inside of the office until Tuesday morning, though he’s sure Martin’s going through some kind of withdrawal.

The two of them, Danny and Martin, are at a beach house for the weekend – a beach house in the Hamptons – and Danny has no idea how Martin managed to get it – or find it, much less rent it for four days. He’d wondered if maybe it was some part of the Fitzgerald estate – maybe Martin hadn’t been joking back then, when he’d said he’d had two beach houses – and had actually gotten up the nerve to ask about what was usually a touchy subject.

“I have an old friend from White Collar,” Martin had said when Danny had asked, shrugging, no big deal, as though digging up a house in the Hamptons was like picking a shell up on the beach. The house they have isn’t exactly a shack, either, two stories and far too fancy to have sand and salt tracked inside it, actual china in the cupboards and expensive sheets Danny only feels vaguely bad about messing up when he’s got Martin panting and hard and wrapped around him.

Speaking of thinking… they’re in a public place at the moment – very public, hundreds upon hundreds of urban refugees clustered around them – and Danny tries very hard not to follow that train of thought. They’ve got their small patch of the beachfront staked out, kids running around screaming like maniacs, a few people swimming despite the cold water. The sky is clear, the sun warm on Danny’s face as he looks at Martin, who is obviously still – despite Danny’s prohibitions – thinking.

What are you thinking about?” Danny asks finally, faintest hint of exasperation there to let Martin know he’s not going to let this go.

Martin shrugs, elegant shift of muscle under smooth skin, and there’s definitely something to be said for being able to see Martin with his shirt off during daylight hours. Distracting as hell, too, and Danny makes himself concentrate on Martin’s answer, not the mental vision of licking along Martin’s shoulder blade, where there’s this line of light and sweat he wants to taste.

“Thinking about Webber and his team stuck in the office this weekend,” Martin says after a minute.

“You mean thinking about how you want to be there to make sure Webber and his team get it right if someone goes missing.”

Martin shrugs again.

“You know, Luke’s been doing this longer than Jack has,” Danny tells him. It’s true; Luke Webber’s in line for Van Doren’s position, should she step down. “And if anything comes up, he’ll take care of it.”

“I know that.”

“I’ll put sand in your hair if you don’t stop obsessing about it,” Danny says. What he really wants to say is You can’t save everyone, no matter how hard you try, but he knows enough to keep this piece of advice to himself.

Martin manages to look affronted even behind his sunglasses. “I am not obsessing.”

“What do you call it then?”

Predictably, Martin doesn’t say anything, only pushes his sunglasses down so he can glare at Danny more effectively. Danny stares back, not put off in the least, and really, Martin should have learned by now that Danny’s pretty much immune to all manifestations of irritation and anger on Martin’s part. It’s probably, he reflects, why Martin likes him so much.

“I call it not obsessing, “Martin says finally. “And anyway, you wouldn’t let me bring my book out here. What else am I supposed to do?”

“Martin, it’s a holiday weekend.” Danny’s already explained to Martin that a massive biography of J. Robert Oppenheimer does not count as beach reading; beach reading is a cheap paperback, the kind you usually wouldn’t be caught dead reading, the kind you don’t mind getting sand in or accidentally leaving for someone else to pick up. “Sleep. Go for a swim. Your brain can take a vacation, too.”

“Doubtful.”

Danny has to bite back the comment he wants to make, a split second before his mouth takes over from his brain. “Humor your boyfriend, okay?” he says, once he’s sure what’s going to come out isn’t a smart remark, has room enough to be surprised that he’s actually said boyfriend, a definition, acknowledgment of what they’re doing that startles him.

“Will do.” Typical, dry half-smile, the thought-line smoothing out, and if Martin’s taken aback by the boyfriend comment, he’s not showing it. Or maybe it was the boyfriend comment that did it, Danny isn’t sure, but he makes himself not ask what Martin had been thinking about.

A trio of young girls go screaming by, kicking sand all over the place, their mother in hot pursuit and shouting orders at them to come back here right this instant. Martin winces as he watches them weave in between towels and umbrellas, pained expression shifting to a quick, rueful grin when Danny looks back at him.

He has to, Danny realizes, kiss Martin. Right this instant.

And, miraculously, Martin doesn’t seem to mind, mouth relaxed under Danny’s, warm and lazy, the kiss hovering between something casual and something more.

“Next time we find a quieter beach,” Danny tells him when they break apart. Sunscreen is bitter on his tongue, mixed with salt and sun, Martin’s sudden contentment. “I know a place.”

“I’m sure you do,” Martin says.


-end-

[identity profile] mardia.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
*lets out a gentle squee*

Oh, this is fabulous, dear. So cute and adorable and the dialogue is perfect.

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
*squees gently back at you*

Thank you! I very much need cute and adorable at the moment :)

[identity profile] le-mot-mo.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 06:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, the fluff. *sigh*

Only Martin would read Robert Oppenheimer's biography on the beach. *shakes head*

This made me feel all happy inside. Thank you for that.

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Only Martin would read Robert Oppenheimer's biography on the beach. *shakes head*

Hee! I was looking around my bookshelf for something suitably large and Martin-sounding, and came across American Prometheus. I'm sure Martin has the hardcover edition, too, so it's a good thing Danny's around to stop him from carting it to the beach :)

[identity profile] mrsdtaylor.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Is it wrong that it made me feel all warm and beach like? Hee. I can totally picture it, and howwww cute?! Oh it was sooo fluffy and pretty and yay!! Awesome *grins* just what you need after a long day at work! x xx

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Is it wrong that it made me feel all warm and beach like?

Oh, not at all. Though while writing this I was wishing I had a beach near me. Preferably with Danny and Martin on it *g*

[identity profile] spoiledjap.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
This the perfect story for this icon. I so want to be the person on the beach next to them, going to my other half "can't we be more like them?" The story was perfection.

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, I would definitely be the girl on the towel next to them, pretending to read and the entire time checking them out from behind my sunglasses *g* In fact, if you squint, you can see me in the background.

*has never done this in real life, oh no*

I love your icon... It makes me homesick for the beaches where I grew up :/
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[identity profile] dragontatt.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
heaves deep sigh of contentment

This is oh so sweet and fluffy and perfect and just like it should be.

Yay for you!

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 09:13 pm (UTC)(link)
This is oh so sweet and fluffy and perfect and just like it should be.

Thank you! And I definitely agree... TPTB need to send Danny and Martin to the beach some time soon :)

*smites TPTB on general principle*

[identity profile] nekosmuse.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 07:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Humor your boyfriend, okay?

::melts::

I swear to god that is my biggest kink. Acknowledgment of what they are to each other and, oh, so pretty. So sweet. So endearing. I can't seem to stop grinning now. Lovely. So lovely.

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, I love it when they're trying to figure out their relationship, trying to put definitions on it and are surprised to figure out how much further they've gone beyond those definitions.

I can't seem to stop grinning now.

Hee! Lovely to know :)

[identity profile] whatdanidigs.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Nice and fluffy. Just the way I like them.

;)

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 09:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I usually take my boys naked and angsty, but lately I've had a bit of an appetite for fluff :)

[identity profile] amyrtaeus.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
oh *whimper*
perfect and so very dannyandmartin

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
*squees happily* Thank you! Glad you liked it :)

[identity profile] solanpolarn.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 08:29 pm (UTC)(link)
This is wonderful -- I can really hear Danny saying every line! But I think he is a bit hard on Martin about the book; I wouldn't know what to do with myself on a beach for more than 10 minutes without a good book to read. ...hang on! He has Danny there -- I would know what to do! ::grin:: Good thing he has Danny to think of that sort of thing for him.

Thank you for sharing this sweet scene, it made me go "Aah!" and feel all warm and gooey inside!

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Good thing he has Danny to think of that sort of thing for him.

For being a blindingly intelligent sort of person, Martin can be quite dense when it comes to these sorts of things. Silly FBI agent that he is.

And you're quite welcome! Glad you liked the warmness and gooeyness :)

[identity profile] solanpolarn.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Glad you liked the warmness and gooeyness :)

I loved it and am very glad you posted it today. I just watched Clare de Lune and I needed something warm with a happy Danny to cheer me up. ::goes to reread fic::

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
But just think... Martin offers to bring Danny coffee at the end! And Danny accepts :) *is overcome with S1 squee*

[identity profile] solanpolarn.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah, and that is good, but I need something more. It is partly me projecting my own childhood memories on Danny I suppose, but I can see a world of sorrow, pain and loneliness in Danny's comment to Claire "My Dad used to like yelling at my Mom." He is being so honest with her, while still hiding so much. I just want somebody to hold him and tell him that he is a good man. Because I think he doubts that sometimes, and Danny is a very touch-y person. For Martin offering to bring Danny coffee is a very telling gesture and while Danny would understand that he needs/deserves something more. Sorry about the rambling, but this episode has really affected me.

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-24 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
For Martin offering to bring Danny coffee is a very telling gesture and while Danny would understand that he needs/deserves something more.

Which I don't think he'd ever really ask for, the same as Martin. I tend to identify with Martin more myself; offering a cup of coffee by way of support/friendship/consolation is something I would do. I'm not into touch-y stuff myself (though I'm sure I--and Martin--would make an exception in Danny's case)--but doing something practical to help is a pretty big thing. It says a lot more, I think, than what most people think it says, on the surface.

Sorry about the rambling, but this episode has really affected me.

That's quite alright :) I don't mind the rambling at all.
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[identity profile] smilla02.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Delicious and warm. And Danny is so patient with Martin, he should have a medal, really. Martin needs Danny to take the lead and show him that he can have fun and relax and be happy just staring at the waves on a beach. As usual your characterization rocks!

Thank you, sweetie, for sharing this, it's the best way to close the day.

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-23 09:20 pm (UTC)(link)
And Danny is so patient with Martin, he should have a medal, really.

I'm sure Danny considers the sex to be reward enough :D And I'm sure with Danny around, Martin will learn to relax and have fun without worrying about work.

*hugs for you*

*melts in puddle of goo*

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_elvie/ 2006-04-23 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
When it comes to D/M I do luff the fluff - while I do like me some angst, their job is often so horrible I sometimes just like to read about them being lovely with each other, and this was perfect!

I also love the way you bring to life a warm sunny day at the beach, even for me in drizzly Scotland where as Billy Connolly pints out we have two seasons, June and Winter :p

I must confess though that the last time I went on holiday I took a biography of Eleanor of Aquitaine and a history of naughty Venetian nuns. However I could argue that the racy adventures of the nuns probably outdid anything you'd find in a Jackie Collins novel!

Re: *melts in puddle of goo*

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-24 01:58 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you! I love the angst myself, but every now and then I really need to indulge in fluff, and have them just be happy. Because they deserve it, you know?

I also love the way you bring to life a warm sunny day at the beach, even for me in drizzly Scotland

I grew up in Florida, so there was lots of beach to be had :) Even though I can't stand 99% of the wretched state, I do miss the beaches, stuck all the way out here in the upper Midwest.

And my parents are going to Scotland in a couple weeks. Drizzly or not, I'm jealous :D

However I could argue that the racy adventures of the nuns probably outdid anything you'd find in a Jackie Collins novel!

Yay for nuns behaving badly! And I think there's a lot of medieval/early modern stuff out there that would shock and offend the delicate sensibilities of Jackie Collins and Danielle Steele *g*

[identity profile] ajk.livejournal.com 2006-04-24 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
If you set out to turn me into a squealing pile of goo whilst at work, consider it MISSION ACCOMPLISHED. *grin*

Lovely, as always.

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-24 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
I set out to render people into squealing piles of good wherever they are *g*

(And tsk to you for reading fic at work!)

[identity profile] ajk.livejournal.com 2006-04-24 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
Shoosh!! *covers your mouth* Don't tell my boss, ok?

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-24 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
ZOMG AMY'S BOSS!!!!! SHE'S READING FANFIC!!!!!

:D

[identity profile] ajk.livejournal.com 2006-04-24 06:00 am (UTC)(link)
HOMGNUUU!!!!! *cowers under desk*

[identity profile] popeiathehippo.livejournal.com 2006-04-24 05:17 am (UTC)(link)
Ohh. I love this. Best thing ever to cheer me up on a monday morning *hugs*.

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-25 02:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! Glad I could help :D

*pffts at Mondays*

[identity profile] switz07.livejournal.com 2006-04-25 07:00 am (UTC)(link)
Really, only Martin will be thinking about work while on holiday. Ah, but luckily Danny is around to make sure he has fun as in....

Oh, I really love days like these when D/M in canon is fluffy and the fics that I read are also warm and fuzzy.

Spanish in canon and beach in fanon. What more could I ask?

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-25 02:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, but luckily Danny is around to make sure he has fun

Yet another example of why Martin needs Danny so much :D

Spanish in canon and beach in fanon. What more could I ask?

To be on the beach with Danny speaking Spanish? XD

[identity profile] loozy.livejournal.com 2006-04-27 11:01 am (UTC)(link)
This was nice... Very nice... Like it :)

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2006-04-27 01:52 pm (UTC)(link)
*snuggles* Thank you!