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Really quite amazing things I can't explain
I've given up on being productive for the evening, because "Written by the Victors" has stuck with me, and will probably stick with me for a while, and has caused me to think about things.
Namely, time and music I really, really like.
It's one of those stories that participates so deeply in time--the past, present, future--and where there's so much of it, no horizon or ceiling, but at the same time there's not enough. I feel the same way about it as I feel about the end of Leah and Springwoof's The Body Holographic, which always makes my heart stutter and twist in my chest, it's so inutterably beautiful. Not just because of the characters, but because of their relationship to time--not history (though that's part of it, I guess) but the way they reach out and inhabit places as far as I myself can travel, and when I advance a little more into the future, they're still there, and even recede from me, so I have to chase after them even though I know I'll never catch them.
Augustine once wrote that he knew what time was until someone asked him to define it, and then the knowledge of it would leave him. And I can't explain it either, how thinking about the stretch of time, all its potentialities, makes me dizzy and euphoric and feel full of potential myself, like I could jump in a car or a space ship and drive forever. It's the same way I feel looking up into a clear sky at night--just infinity, forward and back and everywhere around, everywhere to go.
Okay. I'll try not to wax rhapsodic any more tonight *wry look* But before I go, one more rec for you all, a music one this time.
Thomas Tallis, "Spem in alium" and "Blessed are those who be undefiled"
Tallis was a Renaissance composer of liturgical music, and wrote both Latin and English pieces for Henry VIII, Mary Queen of Scots, and Elizabeth. "Spem in alium," one of his most famous pieces, is a motet for forty voices, and is... well, please listen to it, because I can't find the words to describe it. And before you run screaming away from religious music, let me say this:
I'm not religious, but for me, beauty is almost an article of faith in the way I see the world; if the pastor at my (profoundly) Christian school had had me listen to this, I would have been an instantaneous and unquestioning believer, instead of the cynic I am today. The first time I heard "Spem in alium" was when I was half asleep and NPR came on, and I lay there in bed dying in the music, one of the few times in my life I really have been ecstatic--divorced from my body, with a beautiful, ordered world spread out before me.
Namely, time and music I really, really like.
It's one of those stories that participates so deeply in time--the past, present, future--and where there's so much of it, no horizon or ceiling, but at the same time there's not enough. I feel the same way about it as I feel about the end of Leah and Springwoof's The Body Holographic, which always makes my heart stutter and twist in my chest, it's so inutterably beautiful. Not just because of the characters, but because of their relationship to time--not history (though that's part of it, I guess) but the way they reach out and inhabit places as far as I myself can travel, and when I advance a little more into the future, they're still there, and even recede from me, so I have to chase after them even though I know I'll never catch them.
Augustine once wrote that he knew what time was until someone asked him to define it, and then the knowledge of it would leave him. And I can't explain it either, how thinking about the stretch of time, all its potentialities, makes me dizzy and euphoric and feel full of potential myself, like I could jump in a car or a space ship and drive forever. It's the same way I feel looking up into a clear sky at night--just infinity, forward and back and everywhere around, everywhere to go.
Okay. I'll try not to wax rhapsodic any more tonight *wry look* But before I go, one more rec for you all, a music one this time.
Thomas Tallis, "Spem in alium" and "Blessed are those who be undefiled"
Tallis was a Renaissance composer of liturgical music, and wrote both Latin and English pieces for Henry VIII, Mary Queen of Scots, and Elizabeth. "Spem in alium," one of his most famous pieces, is a motet for forty voices, and is... well, please listen to it, because I can't find the words to describe it. And before you run screaming away from religious music, let me say this:
I'm not religious, but for me, beauty is almost an article of faith in the way I see the world; if the pastor at my (profoundly) Christian school had had me listen to this, I would have been an instantaneous and unquestioning believer, instead of the cynic I am today. The first time I heard "Spem in alium" was when I was half asleep and NPR came on, and I lay there in bed dying in the music, one of the few times in my life I really have been ecstatic--divorced from my body, with a beautiful, ordered world spread out before me.
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(I know nothing about music other than that I like it, so forgive the complete lack of technical terminology *g*)
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That line and I lay there in bed dying in the music is how I felt the first time that I heard Drove Through Ghosts to Get Here by 65daysofstatic (whose music defies all genres and rules). I haven't listened to the songs you uploaded because they're locked (need a password to access on itunes, sweets)but DTGtGH changed my life and I'd never felt that way about a song before. If you've (n)ever watched History Boys, there's a bit where a Professor is telling a student (in a literature discussion) that one of the best parts of literature is reading something that puts into words something that you've felt or thought; discovering that someone else had the same thought as you, the same feelings; someone who may have lived hundreds of years before you. This song was like that for me and I've found that it means something different to each person I've played it for. Heck, it means something different to me each time that I listen to it.
I think I feel the same way about WbtV. I'm going to go back to that story, time and time again and concentrate on something different each time.
And because I am compelled by my blind worship of 65daysofstatic, I offer you a sample of Drove Through Ghosts to Get Here. I would upload the song, but I'm not on my own computer.
So, have a link from last fm:
65daysofstatic (/music/65daysofstatic) – Drove Through Ghosts to Get Here (/music/65daysofstatic/_/Drove+Through+Ghosts+to+Get+Here)
and a video on YouTube. For this one, I'd just play it and listen with the lights off while lying down to get the full effect, but you might not want to bother at all.
Please love them.
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*goes to mind her own business*
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You know the drill: file will be available for 100 downloads or one week....
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Worth it, though, if you ever get the chance.
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Eep :X
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Let me figure out what's going on and reupload :>
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MUSIC! I shall have to check that stuff out; the way you sell it is so evocative, and so much what my experience of the best music is, that I'm looking forward to making an experience of it.
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If you haven't read it yet, it's kind of heavy going--very angsty and so difficult in places, it hurts that much. But the ending, oh, the ending is worth all of it, and more.
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I have an mp3 of the Tallis Scholars doing Spem in Alium and I listen to it and get lost.
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Have you had the chance to hear the King's Singers perform some of Tallis's music? It's incredibly ethereal, haunting and beautiful. You can hear a bit from it here (http://www.kingssingers.com/recordings/rec_speminalium.htm). I also have a wonderful recording by the Tallis Scholars.
Thanks for the file--I'll listen to it this morning--should give me a *much* better outlook on the day.
*hugs*
~Kris
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It's such a wonderful religion to have! I have a Tallis Scholars recording too, and it's pretty much on constant rotation on my computer and iPod--just incredibly beautiful.
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If you like Tallis, it's worth checking out his protege, William Byrd. Their styles are quite similar (obviously), but for some reason Byrd seems to have ended up slightly better known.
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Spem is glorious. I sang in it once;
asdlkjf cool!!
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Sorry if I wibble, I got seriously into early music in my late teens and early twenties as a result of a friend. I sort of dropped out of it; Robert is still running the now pretty famous choir (http://www.ifagiolini.com/) he started in college!
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As soon as I can figure something out, I'll repost :>
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Oh, that is exactly, precisely it. I love listening to it, but sometimes I stop in the middle of what I'm doing because I can't concentrate on anything but the music.
And, strangely, I've always connected it with the moment John sits in the chair - it's what I think he must have felt.
You know, I've often felt the same way? At least, for some reason I've come to associate "Spem" with Atlantis--I'm not sure why. Maybe because they're two consistent happymaking things in my life, or maybe a lot of the fic I've read (like "Written") can stop me and make me catch my breath and linger over it for a while.
'Te Lucis Ante Terminum'? That is also stunning.
I haven't! I only have one CD with his music, and that's not on it. I would love love love to hear it, though :>
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Te Lucis Ante Terminum (http://www.sendspace.com/file/ic67fm)
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I imagine that immersing myself in that is the way I'd feel about maths, if I was like Rodney or John. It's that visceral experiencing of numbers that made me think of it.
Oh, yesyes! I think you've got it in one!