*le sigh*

[aesc]

I'm in kind of a weird place right now. Despite having a pretty sane second half of the semester, I've been mortally exhausted all the time; the hormone levels are not right, according to my doctor, and so it's the endocrinologist's for me after Christmas break. Like so much this year, it's good news mixed with the stupid/lame/not good: I'm 99% sure the depression has not returned--it doesn't have the same feel (I'm just chronically so fucking tired)--but that means it's Something Else instead. Lovely. Also, sga_santa is kicking my ass. One day to go and the Writer Demon is poking at me, going, This is weird, it's too crack-like, the person will be publicly "yay!" and privately "seriously, what the hell is this shit?" You might as well start over, and my brain is paralyzed.

On the bright side, tardis80 has been posting the most adorable things lately. NARWHALS. Mer!Rodney! BOYS! Also, countess7 has recorded podfics of apple_pi's Thursday porn and my followup to it, and you can listen to filthy dirty boys here.

And Finn has been climbing in bed with me lately, because thick-coated Canadian dogs can never be cuddled enough. He curls up against my legs, uncomplicated and warm and smelling of fur, and sleeps.

If there is anything happy to say or cute to show, I would love to see it ♥ I will start:



BABY SLOTH

Comments

[aesc.livejournal.com]

I reaaaally don't want to ask for an extension because I know intellectually this is just my brain being dumb and all I need to do is keep it from being so dumb that I can't finish. Besides, even if I did start something new, the evil voice would tell me, oh man was THAT a mistake... just finish the stupid first story because there's no way on god's green earth you're going to be able to start and finish a third one in time.

Grah.

[tropes.livejournal.com]

Mine is like totally not what my person asked for but it is what my brain is producing. Also Rodney is acting really weird. =))