aesc: (bosch goes om nom nom!)
aesc ([personal profile] aesc) wrote2008-12-19 10:51 pm

assessment

I'm putting 2008 down as one of the worst years on record.

Everything's falling apart: the world, my mind, my focus, other things that are trivial but have become important to me because they've been safe things, safe places to go to, and I can't even count on them now. I'm sorry I've not been around or been much of a friend, but merely existing has been difficult lately, as has been mustering up the desire to keep existing. It's all falling spectacularly to pieces, and I don't have the energy to pick the damn things up anymore.

So I'm going to hide for a while, possibly forever.

*crawls into hole*

[identity profile] mirabile-dictu.livejournal.com 2008-12-20 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
I am so sorry. I wish I knew what to say or do.