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I'm putting 2008 down as one of the worst years on record.
Everything's falling apart: the world, my mind, my focus, other things that are trivial but have become important to me because they've been safe things, safe places to go to, and I can't even count on them now. I'm sorry I've not been around or been much of a friend, but merely existing has been difficult lately, as has been mustering up the desire to keep existing. It's all falling spectacularly to pieces, and I don't have the energy to pick the damn things up anymore.
So I'm going to hide for a while, possibly forever.
*crawls into hole*
Everything's falling apart: the world, my mind, my focus, other things that are trivial but have become important to me because they've been safe things, safe places to go to, and I can't even count on them now. I'm sorry I've not been around or been much of a friend, but merely existing has been difficult lately, as has been mustering up the desire to keep existing. It's all falling spectacularly to pieces, and I don't have the energy to pick the damn things up anymore.
So I'm going to hide for a while, possibly forever.
*crawls into hole*
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Please know that you are a wonderful person, with great worth, just in and of yourself, let alone for the joy you bring to this little world of fandom. I doubt it would mean anything to you right now, but if for any reason you want to chat, you have my email, and I'd love to. You are sorely missed.
It sounds like you're depressed; please make sure you have someone helping with that? It can make all the difference; you shouldn't have to muster all that energy by yourself.:)