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aesc ([personal profile] aesc) wrote2008-12-19 10:51 pm

assessment

I'm putting 2008 down as one of the worst years on record.

Everything's falling apart: the world, my mind, my focus, other things that are trivial but have become important to me because they've been safe things, safe places to go to, and I can't even count on them now. I'm sorry I've not been around or been much of a friend, but merely existing has been difficult lately, as has been mustering up the desire to keep existing. It's all falling spectacularly to pieces, and I don't have the energy to pick the damn things up anymore.

So I'm going to hide for a while, possibly forever.

*crawls into hole*
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[identity profile] lamardeuse.livejournal.com 2008-12-20 01:35 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* I'm so sorry things are tough. I hope you'll do what you need to do for yourself, because you are worth it.