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I'm putting 2008 down as one of the worst years on record.
Everything's falling apart: the world, my mind, my focus, other things that are trivial but have become important to me because they've been safe things, safe places to go to, and I can't even count on them now. I'm sorry I've not been around or been much of a friend, but merely existing has been difficult lately, as has been mustering up the desire to keep existing. It's all falling spectacularly to pieces, and I don't have the energy to pick the damn things up anymore.
So I'm going to hide for a while, possibly forever.
*crawls into hole*
Everything's falling apart: the world, my mind, my focus, other things that are trivial but have become important to me because they've been safe things, safe places to go to, and I can't even count on them now. I'm sorry I've not been around or been much of a friend, but merely existing has been difficult lately, as has been mustering up the desire to keep existing. It's all falling spectacularly to pieces, and I don't have the energy to pick the damn things up anymore.
So I'm going to hide for a while, possibly forever.
*crawls into hole*

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I've had some pretty crappy days in 2008 myself, but I can say with absolute certainty that you have made some of my bad days better. Your writing, your art, other things in your journal. It may not be the reason you did it, but it happened anyway. Please, please know how appreciated you are, and how thankful I am.