assessment

[aesc]

I'm putting 2008 down as one of the worst years on record.

Everything's falling apart: the world, my mind, my focus, other things that are trivial but have become important to me because they've been safe things, safe places to go to, and I can't even count on them now. I'm sorry I've not been around or been much of a friend, but merely existing has been difficult lately, as has been mustering up the desire to keep existing. It's all falling spectacularly to pieces, and I don't have the energy to pick the damn things up anymore.

So I'm going to hide for a while, possibly forever.

*crawls into hole*

Comments

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I may not comment here very often, but I hope so very much that you will manage to crawl out of this black hole at some point. Please, please, please go and talk to someone you're close to (a family member, a RL friend, an online pal) or a doctor or counsellor you're more or less comfortable with. Do ask for help. You sound as though you needed it sorely.