assessment

[aesc]

I'm putting 2008 down as one of the worst years on record.

Everything's falling apart: the world, my mind, my focus, other things that are trivial but have become important to me because they've been safe things, safe places to go to, and I can't even count on them now. I'm sorry I've not been around or been much of a friend, but merely existing has been difficult lately, as has been mustering up the desire to keep existing. It's all falling spectacularly to pieces, and I don't have the energy to pick the damn things up anymore.

So I'm going to hide for a while, possibly forever.

*crawls into hole*

Comments

[ainsley.livejournal.com]

Hide until 2009, while the rest of us keep up our thoughts/prayers/wishes that 2008 will take its evil with it when it unceremoniously dumps us into its successor.

[aesc.livejournal.com]

Yes, there were points at which 2008 seemed to be a demon that needed exorcising. Where are sexy Supernatural boys like Sam and Dean when you need them? Sigh.