one thing that makes me really heart-clenchy happy

[aesc]

I am kind of crummy-feeling today, victim to the most recent campus-wide virus and general exhaustion following two weeks of (IMHO) very unnecessary stress.

But I was thinking over one thing last night before the cough medicine kicked in, and then I thought about it this morning while slogging through the rain/sleet/snow to class.


That Rodney calls John by his first name now. After three years of rank and/or last name, John sounds so much more intimate and makes Rodney sound so much more vulnerable because it seems like he saves it for when, e.g., he's pleading with John in "Miller's Crossing" or worried for him in "Harmony" and I just... My heart! What it goddamn does to my heart! It makes it do this weird meep-clench-eeeee thing that I didn't think my cranky, slightly cynical 29-year-old heart has ever done before in its life.

I can't even be reasonable or coherent about it, I LOVE IT THAT MUCH.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I know that I've read Rodney saying John in a million billion fanfics, but in canon... I am sorry, but that just makes me excessively joyful. Oh, the two of them :>

*meep-clench-eeee's happily*

Comments

[aesc.livejournal.com]

My husband and I have a game now during SGA where when something slashy between McKay and Sheppard happens (ie things I'd expect to see my lj friends comment on) we race to call it out.

This season, that must be almost once every three minutes, oh my God. *is inordinately pleased by the slash-to-runtime ratio*

can I just say that if Ronon had to go to someone other than ME, at least he's looking at another Wisconsin girl. Booyah ;)

\o/ Ohhh those Wisconsin girls ;)

[mischief5.livejournal.com]

I'm one of those Wisconsin girls but, damn, he's the same age as my daughter! Kinda makes me feel pervy, ya know. *grin*

[aesc.livejournal.com]

I'm one of those Wisconsin girls but, damn, he's the same age as my daughter! Kinda makes me feel pervy, ya know.

Well, when your daughter brings him home, you know what to do :D :D

[mischief5.livejournal.com]

I've been trying to pimp her into the fandom but she's depressingly down to earth. She's also engaged. And, I had to explain the concept of slash to her. Where did I go wrong? *sigh*

[aesc.livejournal.com]

Kids!

You raise them right, try to give them good values, like how it's important to share and obsess over the Galaxy-Spanning Love of John Sheppard and Rodney McKay...