one thing that makes me really heart-clenchy happy

[aesc]

I am kind of crummy-feeling today, victim to the most recent campus-wide virus and general exhaustion following two weeks of (IMHO) very unnecessary stress.

But I was thinking over one thing last night before the cough medicine kicked in, and then I thought about it this morning while slogging through the rain/sleet/snow to class.


That Rodney calls John by his first name now. After three years of rank and/or last name, John sounds so much more intimate and makes Rodney sound so much more vulnerable because it seems like he saves it for when, e.g., he's pleading with John in "Miller's Crossing" or worried for him in "Harmony" and I just... My heart! What it goddamn does to my heart! It makes it do this weird meep-clench-eeeee thing that I didn't think my cranky, slightly cynical 29-year-old heart has ever done before in its life.

I can't even be reasonable or coherent about it, I LOVE IT THAT MUCH.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I know that I've read Rodney saying John in a million billion fanfics, but in canon... I am sorry, but that just makes me excessively joyful. Oh, the two of them :>

*meep-clench-eeee's happily*

Comments

[amberlynne.livejournal.com]

You are very good. Very very good.

Oh, they should get out of those wet clothes before they catch a cold. *nodnodnodnod*

[aesc.livejournal.com]

Oh, yes yes of course.

Rodney points this out, and John nods fervently in agreement, but John's hands (his very capable at taking Rodney apart hands) are shaking, and the fourth button down goes flying.

"Hey!"

"Just put your jacket back on after," John grunts, and when he pushes Rodney's shirt off his shoulders and bends to lick Rodney's neck, distantly Rodney wonders what his chances are of surviving through to after.

[amberlynne.livejournal.com]

aslkdjasdklajsdlaksdjas!!!!

[aesc.livejournal.com]

When John's hips move against his and John bites down on his shoulder, a bit too sharp and a bit too high up, Rodney decides... No. No surviving.

[amberlynne.livejournal.com]

I AM NOT GOING TO SURVIVE EITHER! *swoons*

[aesc.livejournal.com]

Would chances of survival increase or decrease if I told you that Rodney, with his last shred of coherent thought and coordination, managed to get a hand between them and worm it down John's pants (which are loose and hang off his ridiculously skinny hips and ass), and John almost collapses but pushes Rodney harder up against the wall instead?

[amberlynne.livejournal.com]

*makes more incoherent noises*

[villainny.livejournal.com]

*squeaks quietly*