aesc: (uriel. he's badass.)
aesc ([personal profile] aesc) wrote2009-02-26 12:04 pm

meme-thingy is memed

<--check out Uriel there. How badass is he?

I am so bored today, I'm almost catatonic with it. The boredom is, fortunately, well-paid boredom (I am putting together someone's bibliography and formatting their footnotes and I am being paid YAY), but still, money does not keep my synapses from curling up to take a snooze. Please keep me from falling over.

Stolen from [livejournal.com profile] ashkitty: Give me a character and I will tell you something factual about them according to my own personal canon. This can range from their birthday, favorite color or even their earliest memory up to what they had last night for dinner. If you want, you can ask me a specific question about them, because I am so bored I don't know if I can come up with any facts without prompting.

*wavers on the brink*

Two more weeks until Bones and SPN, two more weeks *cries*
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[identity profile] smilla02.livejournal.com 2009-02-26 06:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Castiel being in time for the first time in thousands of years, having a body and one perspective, and thinking of things the way humans do even as he still can think and perceive things angelically

*flails helplessly*
And it is that dicotomy that's lacerating Castiel. He now he's living through a human vessel and whether you decide to believe that this man is alive or not, that he's asleep or a secondary conscience alongside Castiel's, it doesn't change the fact that the biology of humans is made of senses, made to perceive life through them, and Castiel is experiencing it. It's biology, you know, and it's not something Castiel can ignore or stop experiencing. It's like these two different world colliding, one finite, defined, immanent, and the other infinite.

And how these thoughts he's been having (disobedient thoughts) go against everything that he's known to be true about himself and the world.

Dean would smirk, scoff and then he'd become all serious, and, like with Sam and his faith, he would freak out at the idea of Castiel disobeying.

[identity profile] aesc.livejournal.com 2009-02-26 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
it doesn't change the fact that the biology of humans is made of senses, made to perceive life through them, and Castiel is experiencing it.

*flaps* Yes, yes, exactly! And I can see him struggling to make sense of that, when he's not used to having to make sense of anything, because he's so used to understanding and instant comprehension, to thinking in the macrocosm--and suddenly, he wonders if the big picture, for all its scope and beauty, ends up missing things.

Dean would smirk, scoff and then he'd become all serious, and, like with Sam and his faith, he would freak out at the idea of Castiel disobeying.

Dean does need someone Up There on his side after all :) Since, you know, clearly Uriel isn't stepping up any time soon.