.spn 5.09; or, unconventional?
Nov. 12th, 2009 11:01 pmOkay, the craziness is continuing, and now I'm reluctant to say the end is in sight because every time I say that, the end recedes and the light at the end of the tunnel becomes that much dimmer. Applications for next year are almost done, but then there's all of the other crap I haven't been doing... crap like my dissertation, let's say, which sort of needs to be finished before I can, you know, ACCEPT A JOB THAT MIGHT POTENTIALLY BE OFFERED TO ME.
I'm also depressed and annoyed seeing as I haven't written fic in ages. I just, I can't write, y'all-- I'm too exhausted and tired of looking at Word by the time I get home. Maybe I'll try icons or something, because at least Photoshop is not a word processing program. Of course, there are stories in my head, and they vanish every time I get bold and think "maybe I can just sneak Word open here while I pretend I'm totally doing something else."
Anyway, 5.09! I warn you, this is nonsensical. The exhaustion and keyboard-loathing is kicking in.
( very sad song, very tiny violin )
I'm also depressed and annoyed seeing as I haven't written fic in ages. I just, I can't write, y'all-- I'm too exhausted and tired of looking at Word by the time I get home. Maybe I'll try icons or something, because at least Photoshop is not a word processing program. Of course, there are stories in my head, and they vanish every time I get bold and think "maybe I can just sneak Word open here while I pretend I'm totally doing something else."
Anyway, 5.09! I warn you, this is nonsensical. The exhaustion and keyboard-loathing is kicking in.
( very sad song, very tiny violin )
